MY FUTURE IS YOURS

When hope begins to fade and sadness trembles my faith
I close my eyes and see Your face shinning on my ways

I have set plans on my head, but I know that You own my life
I could have forced those plans, but I choose to obey Yours

Forgive me if I become angry and tell bad things about You
Forgive me if I refuse to follow the path having been shown by You

I want to obey, God, I want to obey
I will obey everything You have told me to do

Please, never give up in building a faith inside me
Please, open my heart so I can see what do You want in me

I believe that You are able to open doors others can't see
There is nothing will stop You if You're the one who lifts up me

I love You, God, and I love Your plans and words
They have comforted and consoled my soul

My future is in Your hands, Your only hands
I want to surrender all to You, this life and my eternity

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WALKING WITH JESUS

I am surrounded by people
but somehow I can't remember a face
I know some of them
but somehow I feel like they don't know me

I want to speak to someone,
someone who can understand me
but they're all busy,
doing this and that in their own plans

I'm wondering, "Do they have my name in their plans?"
What a silly question! Of course not!
People will be busy with themselves
They won't notice that I'm standing there

It's weird, isn't it?
I'm standing in a crowd, but I feel so lonely
Who can see my heart an listen to my soul?
Who can understand and give me the answer I need?

Jesus, Your name is a comforting name
Emmanuel... You've promised that You'll always be by my side
When I remember Your kindness I am comforted
When I remember Your deeds I am marveled

You never leave me alone
You always stand by me through times and moments
You always carry me even when I didn't notice it
Forgive me for forgetting You, and... thank you

Now and forever, all I want is walking with You, Jesus
Is that okay?

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NEVER ASK "WHY"

Many people feel disappointed to God
Many people didn't give thanks for His plan
They failed and hurted,
and they asked, "Why, God... why?"

"Why" question has filled the earth
for so many complaints coming from people's mouths
They are questioning His decision,
and asked how come bad things happen to them

Don't be like such people
for they do not understand God's heart
Don't ask "why" or question His plan
for it always happens for our sakes

"God's goodness is always new every morning."
God guarantees it with joy, peacefulness, and other good things
He will never leave us alone
He just wants us to believe

"Why" question is only for those who are worried
"Why" question is only for those who don't understand
We, His children shall always say,
"Let Your will be done in me."

Hope is a true thing, love is too
Faith is a true thing, heaven is too
We are competing a competition of life
and we will win it with God on our side

Never ask "why" to God,
for He has precious plans for you and me

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JESUS SAYS ...

People say, "You can't do it."
Jesus says, "You can do everything in me."

People say, "I don't know you or even care about you."
Jesus says, "I love you more than you ever know."

People say, "I will love you if you give me something I want."
Jesus says, "I will love you with nothing in return."

People say, "I love you for now."
Jesus says, "I love you until the eternity."

People say, "You are not rich, not good looking... You are nothing."
Jesus says, "You mean everything to Me."

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HERE IN OUR SECRET PLACE

In the quiet place, I find You
In the secret place, I meet You
Feeling Your love, enjoying Your presence
All I know, I don't wanna leave this place

Worshiping You with all of my heart
Praising You with all of my soul
Your beauty has captured me
forced me to stay and dwelt in Your house

I love to be here in Your presence
when hopes and certainties fill my days
I like to be here in Your throne
when power and greatness covers the universe

There is no darkness here where You shine
There is no sadness here where You stand
There is only joy and laugh where You are adored
You are truly God, our awesome God

I'll stay here for my whole life
and never let You go from my sight
I'll dwell here for my eternity
worship and praise to You is all I wanna hear

Be glorified You are my God
in the quiet place of my bedroom
Be magnified You are my God
in the secret place where I always see You

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MY WORSHIP

 

Worship, I worship You

Praise, I praise Your name

I lift my hands to Your throne

I bring my heart to Your heaven

Worship, You are worthy to receive my worship

Praise, You are The Marvelous One of my praise

I stand before Your place

I surrender before Your grace

Awesome, the Awesome One

God, it is what You are

My mouth is filled with songs and psalms,

unstoppable upon Your presence

Allow me to bring songs

Don't reject me as my spirit dances

I love to be in Your atmosphere

and I will dwell in it forever

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ALWAYS

You are always near... always
Your hand always holds mine... always
I'm glad although I can't see You
for You are always near

You are always faithful... always
In difficult times, in joyful moments
You are always faithful... always
for it is what You are, God... faithful

I love to say, always, always,
because the word really suits You
Your kindness, Your mercy,
You are always good

Your power, Your greatness,
You are always awesome
The Highest, the most of all
Nothing compares to You

Always, always... You never give up on me
because You always love me
Always, always... You keep whispering Your guidance
and I know I will never be alone

Always, God, You will always be my God

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SECOND CHANCE

"I'm sorry, God. I'm really sorry."
It's all I can say in front of You.

I wish I didn't do it
I wish I didn't hurt You
But, I did

What a shame!
Coming before You without feeling ashamed
Angels may think, "How dare you? After what you have done?"

But, God, I don't know where to go
You are the only one I can remember
I don't want to lose You

I know I've done bad things
I should have thought about the consequences before doing it
because, I can lose You

But, God, please don't leave me
I'm nothing without You
No one will accept me just like You do

You're the only one who can give me a second chance
Men may give it too but it means nothing compared to Your acceptance
Your promise and love is the eternal one

Forgive me, God... forgive me

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If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.
1 John 1:9

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PRAYER WARRIOR

When I wake up in the morning and I can't see the bright light of the sun,
You said, "Pray to Me."

When moment goes wrong and my heart is filled with disappointment,
You said, "Pray to Me."

When troubles come and it is hard for me to see the way out,
You said, "Pray to Me."

When friends and relatives walk away and no one wants to help me,
You said, "Pray to Me."

When things turn out to get worse and worse each time and I become desperate,
You said, "Pray to Me."

When everything seems fine and no obstacles lie in front of me,
You said, "Pray to Me."

When the earth singing and the sky glowing and I'm filled with joy,
You said, "Pray to Me."

You never stop reminding me to pray,
You never quit changing me into a prayer,
You never give up trying to call me into Your presence,
for You want me to be Your prayer warrior,
someone who lives in prayer,
someone who believes in prayer,
someone who wins through prayer.

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LOVE YOU, MOM

I love when you hold me
embrace me with Your loving arms
I love when you touch my head
touch it gently with Your caring hands

You're the one who taught me to speak
You're the one who taught me to walk
You're the one who taught me about Math
You're the one who taught me about Art

You spoil me when I do bad things
You thank me for doing little things
You argue with me about my choices
You pray for me every single night

I know that you're the one who knows me
more than anyone ever does
I know that you're the one who accepts me
no matter what people around me think

I wish I can make you happy all the time
I hope I can do everything for you
I will do anything to make you proud
I bring your name in my every prayer

Mom, thank you for always being there for me
in times when no other people would help
Thank you for bringing me to God
Your faithfulness is endless

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IN YOU

In You...

In You I find my peace
through storm and raging seas
I am so blessed to know You
who has filled me with grace

Verses of love flow from Your throne
sanctifying my life
I'm so grateful to love You
who has sacrificed Your life

To meet You every day
to speak with You every minute
is the best moment in every step
is the most beautiful time in every breath

I love to stay in Your presence
I long to rest in Your arms
for I know nothing will separate us
for I know nothing can stop us

No one compares to You, Lord
and I really want to be with You always
You are the center of my spirit
and I will never let You go

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THERE IS SOMETHING

There is something in His love
that I can never understand
There is something behind His deeds
that I can never comprehend

How many words to take
to tell about His love
How many lives to live
to witness His amazing deeds

Even if seas turns into ink
and sky turns into paper
it weren't enough to tell about His love
till seas run dry and sky becomes full

I admire Him in everything He does
I adore Him in everything He says
for He has loved me with amazing love
for He has touched me with forgiving pray

There is something in His love
that I can never understand
There is something behind His deeds
that I can never comprehend

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LIFE

Full of grace, full of mercy
Full of joy, full of glory
Every day You've given to me
is an expression of love and blessing

Full of tears, full of sorrow
Full of challenges, full of failures
Even though I have to face them
Your promises ensure me about future

Most of the time I don't understand
what kind of life waiting ahead
but one thing I know worth to stand
words of Your mouth will always have led

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UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

You love me for the way I am
You accept me for whatever I am
You never reject me for my weakness
You always welcome me with open arms

Your unconditional love has filled me
made me precious and worth to love
I've never met someone like You
who is so beautiful in the way You are

God, I'm so grateful to have You
I'm so blessed to know You
With You only I want to spend my days
You're the one I want, no other

Lots of songs I will offer before Your throne
I will fill Your house with adoration
Psalms of praise will come up from my room
every second, every minute, forever

God, thank you for the unconditional love
I think I can never be able to repay You
not in this life, not even in eternity
But allow me to love You with all I am

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BACK HOME

I often forget who I really am
I think that I'm nothing like others
I often consider that I'm weak and fragile
that I don't deserve for loves

When I look back and see
all the things behind, my past
darkness and shadow lies
like no one ever imagines

When I open my eyes
try to notice what's ahead of me
I can no longer feel safe
for another darkness and shadow haunts

My eyes are closed
My lips are tighted
Tears forces to come out
in silence a whisper says,

"God, tell me the end of my days
so that I realize how perishable I am
Show me the wisdom of You
so that I know what should I do."

I decide to move forward
and face whatever waits me there
I believe that this world is transient
and I will be back home, to my real HOME

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MOM, THANK YOU

I've been searching for a very long time
the presence of the most ideal friend
I've sought it among millions of men
yet my journey ended up with nothing

I've imagined someone so perfect
someone who can understand me
I've waited for someone so great
someone who knows how to accept me

God knows my effort
God knows my prayer
but I can't find it somehow
wherever I'm looking for

Then suddenly I realize
God has put you beside me all this time
I'm too stupid to understand
that the person I seek is you

You adore me like no one ever does
You accept me as if I were the precious one
You forgive me with never ending compassion
You love me with God's unconditional love

Mom, thank you for being so patient to me
I will never meet a heart like yours
I often ask you, "Do you regret to have me?"
and you always say, "NEVER!!!"

Mom, thank you for everything,
I love you

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WHEN THE SKY FALLS

When I'm losing hope and worries attack
it is the time when I can't see You
When uncertainty comes and fear bounds
it is the moment when I can't feel You

My mind plays trick on me
and everything seems useless and vain
I really do not know what to do
since the whole world becomes ruin around me

God, what should I do?
God, what should I do?
I can't see the bright future anymore
I can't believe that I'm gonna be okay right now

God, what should I do?
God, what should I do?
No one can help me
No one can rescue me

All that I can do now is praying
All that I can do now is waiting
that You will do something
that You will show Your caring

And I am suddenly sure
when You say again Your word,
"Don't worry, I am here,
with you always..."

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I'M GLAD THAT I MET YOU

When I was sad and hurt

I didn’t know what to do

I cried a lot and yelled out

but nobody wanted to hear me too

I was thinking about my parents

but somehow no words came out of this heart

I was remembering my friends’ names

but suddenly I lost my trust

I was in search of water

I was in search of light

I was losing hope in my way of finding it

I was losing strength in my way of seeking it

But I’m glad to know You

in the end of my mourning

I’m happy to have You

in the beginning of my journey

You are the guiding star

You are the morning sun

You are the reflecting moon

shining on my way back home

I’m glad that I met You

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OPEN YOUR HEART

If you can not find eternal joy

and you can not feel everlasting love

which changes your old life

and makes the new one meaningful,

then...

open your heart,

set your eyes on Him,

surrender your life,

glorify His name,

and accept His faithful promises.

You’ll find the meaning of your life in Him

No man on earth can give what you seek

No power on earth can please you indeed

No treasure on earth can satisfy your soul

No love on earth can save your spirit

Realize that everything will disappear

It’s only a matter of time that

He’s coming again

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I LOVE HIM

A bright day comes with the beautiful sun shines

Lovely birds sing and do not stop chirruping

My heart overflows with thanksgiving

for His steadfast love is greater than anything

I love Him with all my heart

I miss Him to sit by my side

I long to see His face all my life

I do, I do, I do love Him

Land and mountains may fall

but my heart will never deny Him

Heaven and earth will pass

but I will never let His love go

I always want to be with Him

and stay in His love, forever

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